First,
I had had a thought so
unnerving
I went cold all over,
in the heat. What if I
love this
man, whom I hardly know,
more than I’ve loved any other man,
and at
once ,
I was a water fountain,
at grammar school, in the
hall, a bubbler,
I was
bubblering,
I
had turned into
a water-bearer
who couldn’t bear but
blubbered
her water with gulpy blubbers
on a hot summer day. Years ago,
I had been a sudden desert
fountain
most days, at
old love
’s fresh sudden end.
And now,
here I am, again,
but not in my
cherryskin armor,
again,
not with my cherry bow and
juice-tipped
arrows and dried
cherry jerkin
and quiver, and
cherry scenthound—not that
aging,
cherry Artemis again, it feels
different,
now, with this humorous curious
man, I feel as if we may be
the
distilled,
fruit, the liquor itself, as if I’m
in the interior of new love’s
mouth, I am safe, under his tongue.
And under my own tongue, look
who you see—look!,
perfectly safe.
it is he.