First, I had had a thought so unnerving



I went cold all over, in the heat. What if I

love this man, whom I hardly know,


more than I’ve loved any other man, and at

once I was a water fountain,


at grammar school, in the hall, a bubbler,

I was bubblering, I had turned into


a water-bearer who couldn’t bear but

blubbered her water with gulpy blubbers


on a hot summer day. Years ago,

I had been a sudden desert fountain


most days, at old love’s fresh sudden end.

And now, here I am, again,


but not in my cherryskin armor, again,

not with my cherry bow and juice-tipped


arrows and dried cherry jerkin

and quiver, and cherry scenthound—not that


aging cherry Artemis again, it feels

different, now, with this humorous curious


man, I feel as if we may be

the distilled fruit, the liquor itself, as if I’m


in the interior of new love’s

mouth, I am safe, under his tongue.


And under my own tongue, look

who you see—look!, perfectly safe, it is he.