First, I had had a thought so unnerving
I went cold all over, in the heat. What if I
love this man, whom I hardly know,
more than I’ve loved any other man, and at once I was a water fountain,
at grammar school, in the hall, a bubbler,
I was bubblering, I had turned into a water-bearer
who couldn’t bear but blubbered her water with gulpy blubbers
on a hot summer day. Years ago, I had been a sudden desert fountain
most days, at old love’s fresh sudden end. And now, here I am, again,
but not in my cherryskin armor, again,
not with my cherry bow and juice-tipped arrows and dried cherry jerkin
and quiver, and cherry scenthound—not that aging cherry Artemis again, it feels
different, now, with this humorous curious man, I feel as if we may be
the distilled fruit, the liquor itself, as if I’m in the interior of new love’s mouth,
I am safe, under his tongue.
And under my own tongue, look
who you see—look!, perfectly safe, it is he.