First, I had had a thought so unnerving



I went cold all over, in the heat. What if I




love this man, whom I hardly know,




more than I’ve loved any other man, and at





once I was a water fountain,






at grammar school, in the hall, a bubbler,







I was bubblering, I had turned into








a water-bearer who couldn’t bear but









blubbered her water with gulpy blubbers










on a hot summer day. Years ago,











I had been a sudden desert fountain












most days, at old love’s fresh sudden end.













And now, here I am, again,














but not in my cherryskin armor, again,















not with my cherry bow and juice-tipped
















arrows and dried cherry jerkin

















and quiver, and cherry scenthound—not that


















aging cherry Artemis again, it feels



















different, now, with this humorous curious




















man, I feel as if we may be





















the distilled fruit, the liquor itself, as if I’m






















in the interior of new love’s























mouth, I am safe, under his tongue.




















And under my own tongue, look
























who you see—look!, perfectly safe, it is he.